So uh...yesterday was a pretty insane day for me. Went to the fair in my town with my friends, met up with one of my best friends because it was his birthday, had an AWESOME time at the parade, then came back home to hear something I really didn't want to.
If you are not aware, I am diagnosed with deep or major depression. I've had it for a while now, about two years. It's really weird though because just when things seem to be getting better, things spiral out of control, once again. I'm limiting my contact with people because I don't want them to worry about me, but I don't know how that's gonna work out.
I didn't sleep at all last night. It upset me so much and I absolutely cannot sleep when I'm sad. My body just won't let me and it's quite bothersome. I'm hoping it will get better so I'll feel like leaving my room and stuff like that. Might ask my mom if she can take me to the book store so I can get a new book to read to make me feel better.